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What Do You Want In Your Life, Love Or Fear? CHOOSE!! It's That Simple!
By Rusty Stewart, Ph.D..
I'm choosing Love. What are you choosing? It's taken me many long years of lessons to get this very simple yet elusive principle. “The Way Of Mastery” has helped me immensely (www.shantichristo.com) in choosing Love. I choose Self Love! I choose to live as Christ Shiva Das! My life depends upon it! I choose not to dim my light anymore. I choose instead to manifest the good the holy and the beautiful! Screw the small stuff! The small stuff is small, insignificant, and meaningless. The big stuff is what is real! And the big stuff is what Love is.
I have been constricted in the small stuff in the past. Fear is constriction. Lack is fear. Doubt and fear of the unknown is a blockage to Love. Limitation is living the small stuff. Now I know what to do, what is imperative, I must move out of my parent's house and open up and expand into the unknown and the unlimited. I had many lessons to learn along the way. I helped them out. I have emoted and figured out my shit. Now I am on the journey to healing, forgiveness, and Love. The blockages in my life have become all too clear. I needed to experience this for myself. Nobody could help me or tell me different. Jeshua Ben Joseph is Loving me during my transition. He is both my teacher and Comforter. I choose to take my life back. Nobody and no circumstances outside of myself will do it for me. I am responsible for everything! I choose to create a different experience for myself!
Looking back I can't believe it's that simple! Choose again! What do I want in my life, Love or fear? I have grown up in a family that teaches fear, lack, negativity, attachment, and pessimism. It has been through my experience of living this lack of light that I have been drawn to the light. Many things have shifted for me in the last month. By the way, I've felt like total shit! But I've been aware and awake this time in the shit and you know what? It really smells this time. I'm the observer of my own process, a similar process that brought me to my joyful recovery from alcohol and drugs almost 17 years ago. If that's a marker in my current process let's start the celebration party because the bottom has never felt so horrible yet so hopeful and joyful. Paradoxically, a comforting sign that I am tapping into truth and healing. I am ready!
So here is my intent as I choose Love over fear and unlimitedness over limitation. I will have a conversation with my parents this week in the morning when my Dad is at his best. I will come from a place of Love when I tell them of my decisions. I will ask for their support. However, I will not expect anything. I will turn it over to the Comforter or Holy Spirit. Thy will not mine be done. I am taken care of. I am free and independent. I experience Self-Love. I am now free to extend Love to others. I am removing the blockages to peace. I am breaking Karma with my family. I am actively practicing forgiveness by pulling myself out of the family dynamic and drama. Now I model and live true healing. I am Christ Shiva Das! Let's celebrate the experience of Love over fear!
Personal Growth Alternatives Newsletter June 2007
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